Indigo-Maverick

Well, seeing as I now have my own laptop, once we get an internet connection set up, I should be more active on here and FA.

With this, I should be better able to upload any and all current artwork with my camera.

I'm also going to look into decently priced digital art programs to get installed, any and all advice would be nice. I'll also be getting myself a new tablet, seeing as my previous one was either stolen, or got misplaced in our move somehow. Which, kind of really pisses me off, because I knew where it was..and it's no where to be found.

So my guess is some thief ass punk fucking stole it from me.

This is why I no longer have friends. They break your trust, and steal shit. That and people just suck. Snakes are better, they don't screw you over and steal things. The only thing they've ever stolen from me is my heart, with their cute little faces <3 <3 <3

Anyway!!! I hope to post some things soon, once we get a connection established, I've started afew new projects, and once I post some stuff, I'll open for small commissions, both here and on FA, I advertised there, and so far no luck.

Which is understandable, I wasn't the best at getting things sent out, and well, when my dad passed away I kinda just stopped everything entirely. So, sorry,. I wnt into a two year art block depression, and I'm finally starting to crawl out of that hole.

Well, I don't really get on here much~obviously~

It is nice to see each rare occasion that I do, I always have a handful of new watchers!

So, to those of you who recently began following me, thank you!
But sadly I don't really update artwork on here.

Everything within my gallery is a few years old.

As for new projects, well? I have none...just a dusty pile of things I haven't (and possibly won't) finish.

It's hard to find inspiration when my mind feels crunched for time day in and day out with work, bills, expenses and the everyday living pay check to paycheck life style that seems to be my life right now.

I don't really get enough time alone to myself to grasp any shred of artistic awesomeness to sit down and create like I used to.

When I have free time? I clean, or I be lazy, take naps, mope around because my life is missing things, or I play video games and consume very large amounts of alcohol.
Yeah, I'm a bit of a booze hound, honestly not ashamed considering I've cut back ALOT!!! Since my dad passed away October 2012.
I'm talking I drank a 5th of whiskey a night to myself and many beers for about four months before the wunds started to heal in the slightest.
It was really bad.

Anywho, This winter has been shitty, life sucks. My car is finally doing great and no longer causing problems to my wallet.

Had a cat, got rid of it because it was evil. My dog's still cool, got a couple ball pythons, new hobby of mine. Still have my Betta fish collection. Working at a brewhouse, and what not.

Yeah, my life is exciting*sarcasm*

Anyway, I'm done rambling. Hope you new watchers enjoy my gallery .
If i do have any nerw artwork anytime soon, I'll more than likely post it to the other art site I've joined and will be primary there. Note me for the details if interested.
Might take a few request there to give me something to do and possibly cheap commissions.

Thanks for reading!

So these last few days since having joined another art community, I think I will probably leave deviant art for sure.

Probably won't be posting much artwork here, I've moved onto an other art site under a different name.

So...

Figured I'd post an update about whatever.

I promised to be more active, I don't really have anything to share at the moment,
But.

We might possibly relocate to where my moved in the next few months.

If we stay here, living in this so called ,"luxury feel" apartment, for $750 a month with our sometimes tolerable roomie.
We'll still remain suffering.

Meaning we work our asses off, for nothing to show for it.
Except to continue being behind on everything and struggling to even have gas to make it to work before payday.

So, been talking to my mother about places out there. Theres a place available right now for $695 deposit which is basically, this/last month's rent, so rent it'self is only $365!
Water is included, and I just pay gas/electric like any standard place, and nice thing is it's a private landlord instead of a big ass complex. Which, with the big complex's, I don't qualify to be on the lease because I'm a dirty little law breaker!

What kind of bullshit is that?

"No sorry ma'am, you can't be on the lease because you're on probation. So, you can't be an occupant either because you're over 21"
FAGGOTRY!

The system is a little stupid if you ask me.

'Here, lets put these people on probation, and complicate every fucking aspect of their lives!'
~sincerely copz.

Thanks guyZ, thanks -.-;

So....I'm leaving next thursday to california to take care of my Grandmother who is battling cancer for the third time.

So, I'll be coming home to two full paychecks which I might just decide to use to get the hell out of St.Charles to be closer to my mom and family.

She made a good point, if I keep putting it off and staying here, we'll keep going in circles, suffering and working for nothing. It's time for a change.

I'm not really happy here, ever since my father died.
I feel like I've been abandoned here. It sucks.

She moved, and....I want to follow.

The cost of living in the area we are now is retarded.
Sure, I make $8 hourly, but it obviously isn't enough if I need food stamps and all my bills are at least two fucking months late or due for cancelation.

So,...I'm thinking moving would be awesome.

Only thing I'll miss here is my long time friends from grade school, and middle.

But, if I move where cost of living is cheaper and get a job that pays more or even to what I recieve now?

Traveling to visit~ not a big deal.

I can't even hangout with some of my friends now whom I'd have to go pick up, because I don't have the gas to spare to drive to mid town which isn't even two miles away.

Anyway, there's my ranty update.
I've been working so much on the weekends, that I haven't really messed with any art. So, when I'm less stressed, and feelign sore/tired/aggravated? I'll share some work here.


Thanks for reading!